Monday, September 29, 2008 (7:07:00 PM)

hey peeps , Its me . I'm finally back after a short semi-hiatus because of my exams . But here I am to update this place full of cobwebs .

Recently in vocal class , I've been learning how to master my diaphragm usage . But things aren't going so smoothly .. I've also been learning how to input emotions into the song . Check out the new song on my blog . Thats one of the songs my teacher wants me to sing .

Sometimes when I go to class and I realize my mistakes in singing , I sometimes feel that I'm just so lousy . Sometimes I'd wish this vocal of mine would be so much more talented .Well , I guess I shouldn't be coveting .My vocal has been hurting itself all the time after singing ..
The problem with me is that , when I get too engross with the song , I'd challenge myself to a higher pitch , thus resulting in strain in my vocals .

Sometimes when I look back at my attitude in learning and how much I practice , I really feel very regretful . So much in a sense that , I think I've been too proud of myself recently . I haven't really experienced these problems before but I think I have self esteem problems.
It's either I get really proud of myself or I feel really inferior . I want to go back to the days of my Yuan ching got talent attitude , being humble and ready to accept advice .I realized that on the path that I am walking , I need the right attitude .

Besides that , I've been thinking a lot . A lot about how I am going to Korea and whether it is in God's plans to bless it . SM entertainment .. Its really a headache . The only problem now is that National service is in my way . Not that I'm going in in the next 3 years or so but like .. 2 YEARS inside , and I have to come back every year at a random date to have re service .Well , thats that .

Derrick ! Be HUMBLE , you can do it !

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 (9:18:00 AM)

*If you are gonna read my post , please be prepared for complaints. only*

These issues has always been on my mind for a long time but I never found the time to voice it out .
Actually , sometimes we make comments that really hurt people a lot but never realize it until that person shows his feelings .So next time if you want to make a negative comment , think again .
And please , please don't make negative comments about that person in his face at the start of the day because that one small sentence or word can ruin one's whole day .If you really really need to say something negative about someone , evaluate what is your motive . To correct him , teach him or purely just to put him down . If you can't decide or don't know if what you are going to say will hurt the other person or not , please don't say anything to avoid being in an awkward situation and causing irreversible hurt .
Another thing , don't think sorry can help in any sort . In certain situations , sorry does work very effectively. But in some situations , sorry is just useless .When the damage has already been caused and the person is already hurt deeply ,no matter how much regret and "sorry" is just useless .

- "Why you wear until like that ?"
I've once heard this comment from someone and it actually ruin my day .I totally hate it when people comment about what you wear . If its to change how you wear it or stuff , good . But this was obviously to put you down .
-it then followed with "I think who and who wear this nicer than you"
Then WHAT do you expect me to do? Throw it away ? Burn it? Or you want me to go plastic surgery?
I felt terrible then because a friend who was quite close was this insensitive . (And they said guys were insensitive)But even after the comparing , there was more . She wanted to keep on harping on her craps until I finally stopped her .(Girls , never compare a guy to another guy .)

(I did not only receive such crude remarks from ONE person . So if you know who you are and how much hurt you receive , all I ever ask for is for you to reflect on your own actions and change .FYI , any reader who can relate yourself to my incidents , all I can say is forgive and forget . For people who had been giving such remarks , it is not too late to change .)

I know sometimes people have the purest of intentions
But I also know who doesn't .
PS. I also know who speaks without using their brain .

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After turning into a dead webpage, I shall change all the brightly coloured, hearty blogskin to a vocally talented skin, Adam Glambert. I ain't gay, but I adore what he does to a song, and brings it to a whole new level. I'm currently a sec5 student , residing in Singapore. I am ATHEIST, but I do not condemn all religions. My principle is, If I do no harm unto others, and love other people, I deserve as much as anyone else to be let into heaven. ♥ :Jaejoong, Adam Lambert, Miyavi, Takanori, PARK HYO SHIN, Steven Tyler, Angela Glasgow, Junsu
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