Tuesday, September 22, 2009 (10:04:00 PM)

I read up an interesting article on a Singaporean based forum.
It goes like this ..
" David* and his fiancee Meryl* were supposed to get married on 20th September 2009*. They have been dating and finally decided to tie the knot . However, David* incidentally found out that Meryl*, and her ex-boyfriend were still in contact and were meeting each other often. This thus aroused David's* suspicion and he started to trail behind her, which to his dismay, realized that Meryl* was actually meeting her ex-boyfriend to go to a budget hotel on the day before they were supposed to get married. He then proceeded to catch them in the act amidst having sex. "

"How should I console him?"

I took the problem and wrote it into a scenario, which was originally posted by David's* best friend, the best man for the wedding. He is asking for advice if he can help to console David* in any way.

If this happened to you, what would you do?
Personally, I'd feel very betrayed and I'd really be very upset. I won't know how to face up to life and relationships anymore. I hope David* can stay strong and carry on with life and not dwell too much with unfaithful Meryl*.

I feel so sad for him, but I am powerless as a stranger.

Monday, September 21, 2009 (3:39:00 PM)

Today, I'm gonna spend some time at home.

That is because
i) I have no Moneh.
And because I have no Money, i can't do crap . Maybe I'll just go down later for some basketball-ing if the weather doesn't shit on me.

ii) All of my closer friends either are MIA or busy.
Yep, thats right. But its okay, I should have some time alone and do my own things.
I'd choose to stay at home rather than go out with friends whom I'm not close to, simply because it'll be pretty repetitive(the things we're gonna do) .

iii) Although I'm gradually feeling better about myself, I still don't have the mood to be out and laughing about . Darn, things got pretty boring these days.

Just recently, I re-discovered Daughtry's songs. And I kinda feel that the song genres suit my voice, just singing at the top of my lungs expressing emotions.
I also got addicted to Park Hyo Shin's - Snow Flower.
As well as Steve Perry/Arnel Pineda's - Open Arms
G-Dragon's - Har- har -har -har heartbreakerrrrrruh
Dong Bang's - Evergreen ( Re-addicted)
Check out Park Hyo Shin's hairstyle.

Sunday, September 20, 2009 (10:56:00 AM)

Today is Sunday, and I'm going to attend music class.
I hope everything can proceed smoothly.
Life and its creator can be annoying at times, playing jokes with you.
I guess all these just makes me stronger.

Ever since that day, my emotions have been majorly negative.
I don't know how to face myself,
I want to run away from the problem.

but I'll soon face it, like a man.
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想太多

你笑著說他是朋友
但你眼中太溫柔

我的不安那麼沉重
只有你不懂

他霸佔了你的心中
屬於我的角落
所以你說我們不是你和我

是我想太多你總這樣說
但你卻沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也這樣說
這是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我沒有錯怪了什麼雖然你不說
或許錯在我太晚我才懂愛了你太多

是我想太多你總這樣說
但你卻沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也這樣說
這是唯一能安慰我的理由
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Speaks to me, speaks to my emotions, speaks to my life.

Thursday, September 17, 2009 (5:55:00 PM)

Today, I went for a walk alone.
I needed some time alone, some time to let loose.
Its been such a long time, since I left the loud lifestyle.
I've always hated loneliness, I hate even the likes of it.

But I thank loneliness for finding time for me to think about stuff.
I have so much emotions I want to express, so many feelings of being upset, being insignificant.
There are days when I wake up and I run through so many thoughts,
It feels really painful,
but I still have to carry on with life.

I have to put my emotions aside and be really cheerful.
But its really tiring, because no one truly understands.
I'm tired of always giving.
I am always the one, making the effort to do things when others just rely on me.

I need a shoulder to rely on.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
I need someone to talk to me, and make me laugh.
I need someone who really cares
Someone to understand who I am.
I try my best, to make the best out of every outing, out of every conversation.
But I need to rest.
I need someone to carry my burdens, and make my day.

Its just one of the days you feel like going to the beach to scream your lungs out.

I ask myself, who is there to make an effort, for my benefit and to make me feel better?

To give to others is considered a blessing, but I cannot give all the time.

I am so exhausted....

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After turning into a dead webpage, I shall change all the brightly coloured, hearty blogskin to a vocally talented skin, Adam Glambert. I ain't gay, but I adore what he does to a song, and brings it to a whole new level. I'm currently a sec5 student , residing in Singapore. I am ATHEIST, but I do not condemn all religions. My principle is, If I do no harm unto others, and love other people, I deserve as much as anyone else to be let into heaven. ♥ :Jaejoong, Adam Lambert, Miyavi, Takanori, PARK HYO SHIN, Steven Tyler, Angela Glasgow, Junsu
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