Sunday, June 29, 2008 (8:47:00 AM)

whew , I've just finish spending some time with God and well , I don't know how I can use words to fully express how I feel now but It was awesome . Yesterday during sermon , I was really convicted about how God gives us so much blessings but yet sometimes we can neglect God like as if God is something we only worship when we are free . The first thing I decided to do today when I woke up was to spend quality time with God first . Hmm , If i were to put my experience to words , God's presence literally filled my entire room . As I was reading some chapters in 2 Chronicles , I couldn't help but weep in His awesome presence . It was as if He(God and not Jaejoong) was just beside me . When I looked back at my actions recently , I was really ashamed of facing God . I felt so .. unworthy and just so small . As I am writing this post , I can still feel God's presence so strong ( I hate to admit it but yes I am crying) . But God's words is still echoing in my mind .

2 Chron 29 - 31

The king of Judah , Ahaz was doing evil in the eyes of God . He built altars and offered sacrifice to other gods . God brought His wrath upon Him and the edomites came and destroyed him . Then his son , Hezekiah succeeded him . Hezekiah was a man of God . He did what was right in the eyes of God . He destroyed the altars of other Gods and restored the temple of God . He then wrote letters to all of Israel and Judah to invite them to come for the pass over feast in the temple of the Lord . Although some men did not humble themselves and even scorned the couriers of Hezekiel , Some men were faithful and humbled themselves and came to the feast . A huge crowd was present and many was not yet ceremonially clean . But they ate at the feast against the regulations stated in the Law of Moses . But Hezekiel prayed , "May the Lord , who is good , pardon everyone who sets his heart on seeking God - the Lord , the God of his fathers - even if he is not clean according to the rules of the sanctuary . " And God heard him and healed the people .

And then 2 chronicles 33 about the king of Judah , Manasseh son of Hezekiah .
He did so much evil that nobody has ever been so guilty . He set up altars of other gods and offered incense . He sacrificed his son in fire , practiced sorcery , divination and witchcraft . He also consulted mediums and spiritists . But when he was captured by his pursuers , he humbled himself to God and God heard his plea and was moved . And he was brought back to Jerusalem . See , even someone as unclean and sinful as him would be forgiven by God .
When I read this few chapters , I couldn't help but weep in joy that I have a God that is so good , compassionate and forgiving . Now I am sure , come what may , I can face it with God because He is my solution . God is my pillar of support and He stands by me even when I fail Him . Even when I am too ashamed to face God , He tells me " I have forgiven your sins when I sent my Son to die for you ."
Until then ..

Sunday, June 22, 2008 (3:45:00 PM)

Hello ! Today is the last day of holidays lah . Sigh , I really don't wish to cut my hair . And I'm currently not dying my hair back . See what Soong has to say . Holiday seems to end so fast but seriously I need to go back to school because I am rotting at home everyday . But even if I were to go back school , I'll still rot coz of the boring class and boring people and boring food and boring school . The only un-boring thing is that "Be yourself day" is coming . On that day , students get to dress up . So basically we can wear anything to school . Okay let me show you a random video I came across . This anime is one that is guaranteed been seen if not heard before .

Dong bang shin ki hwaiting !

Thursday, June 19, 2008 (11:02:00 AM)

This morning , I woke up after realizing I forgot to turn off the lights . But thats not the point !
I dreamt of the 5 hyungs . I MET THEM in JURONG POINT and it was like WHOA WTH ! The first thing i did was run up to them and what I said was " AHNYUNG HASEYO OPPAS ! Oh no , HYUNGS(I corrected myself) . They were going like .. "Oppa?" Okay so nevermind . I kinda asked if I can take pictures of them so they said okay and so I did . wow it was awesome yes it was .
AHHHH BUT I ONLY SAW Micky , max and Yunho ! So I asked them where are the rest of dbsk and they pointed to a stage on the ground floor and I saw Junsu hyung dancing on stage topless just like in shanghai concert . And they did autograph for me and we even had dinner together .They said that jae joong was busy with personal matters so he couldn't come to Singapore to publicize their new album . AHHHHHHHH BUT I WOKE UP AFTER THAT ! GOSH ! That was the first time i never wanted to wake up from a dream . But on the positive tone , fans who never get to see hyungs , at least I met them in my dream . (Don't get jealous alright?) hahahaha .

Okay i'm off ! Dong bang shin ki HWAITING! (An inaccurate pronounciation of "fighting)

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After turning into a dead webpage, I shall change all the brightly coloured, hearty blogskin to a vocally talented skin, Adam Glambert. I ain't gay, but I adore what he does to a song, and brings it to a whole new level. I'm currently a sec5 student , residing in Singapore. I am ATHEIST, but I do not condemn all religions. My principle is, If I do no harm unto others, and love other people, I deserve as much as anyone else to be let into heaven. ♥ :Jaejoong, Adam Lambert, Miyavi, Takanori, PARK HYO SHIN, Steven Tyler, Angela Glasgow, Junsu
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