Monday, September 29, 2008 (7:07:00 PM)
My music life
hey peeps , Its me . I'm finally back after a short semi-hiatus because of my exams . But here I am to update this place full of cobwebs .
Recently in vocal class , I've been learning how to master my diaphragm usage . But things aren't going so smoothly .. I've also been learning how to input emotions into the song . Check out the new song on my blog . Thats one of the songs my teacher wants me to sing .
Sometimes when I go to class and I realize my mistakes in singing , I sometimes feel that I'm just so lousy . Sometimes I'd wish this vocal of mine would be so much more talented .Well , I guess I shouldn't be coveting .My vocal has been hurting itself all the time after singing ..
The problem with me is that , when I get too engross with the song , I'd challenge myself to a higher pitch , thus resulting in strain in my vocals .
Sometimes when I look back at my attitude in learning and how much I practice , I really feel very regretful . So much in a sense that , I think I've been too proud of myself recently . I haven't really experienced these problems before but I think I have self esteem problems.
It's either I get really proud of myself or I feel really inferior . I want to go back to the days of my Yuan ching got talent attitude , being humble and ready to accept advice .I realized that on the path that I am walking , I need the right attitude .
Besides that , I've been thinking a lot . A lot about how I am going to Korea and whether it is in God's plans to bless it . SM entertainment .. Its really a headache . The only problem now is that National service is in my way . Not that I'm going in in the next 3 years or so but like .. 2 YEARS inside , and I have to come back every year at a random date to have re service .Well , thats that .
Derrick ! Be HUMBLE , you can do it !
