Today, I went for a walk alone. I needed some time alone, some time to let loose. Its been such a long time, since I left the loud lifestyle. I've always hated loneliness, I hate even the likes of it.
But I thank loneliness for finding time for me to think about stuff. I have so much emotions I want to express, so many feelings of being upset, being insignificant. There are days when I wake up and I run through so many thoughts, It feels really painful, but I still have to carry on with life.
I have to put my emotions aside and be really cheerful. But its really tiring, because no one truly understands. I'm tired of always giving. I am always the one, making the effort to do things when others just rely on me.
I need a shoulder to rely on. I need a shoulder to cry on. I need someone to talk to me, and make me laugh. I need someone who really cares Someone to understand who I am. I try my best, to make the best out of every outing, out of every conversation. But I need to rest. I need someone to carry my burdens, and make my day.
Its just one of the days you feel like going to the beach to scream your lungs out.
I ask myself, who is there to make an effort, for my benefit and to make me feel better?
To give to others is considered a blessing, but I cannot give all the time.
Atheistic views, Vocal admiration, Feelings and Emotions.
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After turning into a dead webpage, I shall change all the brightly coloured, hearty blogskin to a vocally talented skin, Adam Glambert.
I ain't gay, but I adore what he does to a song, and brings it to a whole new level.
I'm currently a sec5 student , residing in Singapore. I am ATHEIST, but I do not condemn all religions.
My principle is, If I do no harm unto others, and love other people, I deserve as much as anyone else to be let into heaven.
♥ :Jaejoong, Adam Lambert, Miyavi, Takanori, PARK HYO SHIN, Steven Tyler, Angela Glasgow, Junsu
Natsuki - Ane Dokii , Yami - To LOVE- Ru, Tsunade - Naruto. I spend time on music, comics, hanging out partying til morning.
Vodka, Kahlua, Baileys, rainbow, heineken, carlsberg, kirin, sake, BRING IT.
This is my personal page, with personal messages. If you are offended by anything I said, I do not apologize because I have my own freedom of speech.
I doubt I'd see clowns here, but who knows? bolditalicunderlinestrikethrough
